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I can’t believe this happened. I ruined my life. When you break it down, I decided that I didn’t want to be a woman before I had ever even experienced being a woman. I had no idea what being a woman was like, because I was a child, and now I feel like I will never entirely know.

I want to say that I really feel like some people in the trans community and the trans medicalists and the doctors, really really target the most vulnerable of us.

I have borderline personality disorder and I know for a fact that this is the reason for my transition. It’s a very difficult mental illness and one of the core features is not having any sense of self or identity. And my doctors knew this.

I told them – even though they didn’t ask – that I had been diagnosed with BPD and it was all fine to them.

I wasn’t happy as a girl, so that meant I was a boy, and I was trans. And so I just took the cure that was handed to me. I was told that I was being given a cure, and I wouldn’t want to kill myself anymore. (Crying) And it wasn’t true.

I didn’t want to cry in this video but this is such a hard thing to talk about. I lost a lot of things to this and I just hope that anyone else who’s going through what I went through as a young girl will not be prescribed hormones and surgery because of other things.

“There’s so many mental health disorders that make you hate your body, and the solution isn’t to change your body, it’s to fix your brain.

I just don’t want anyone else to ever feel this way. I lost my voice. I lost my chest. I don’t know if I’m going to be able to have kids.

I feel like no one wants to date me or love me, because I’m ruined.

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  • Most of the children seeking sex change operations and puberty blocking hormones today are girls (up to 70% of all) and most of them have experienced traumata and sexual abuse that leads to female self-hatred and a rejection of female identity, similar to bulimia, anorexia and cutting.
    Or more bluntly: they want to become boys to escape rape.
    That’s the conclusion of a report about the practices of the Tavistock Clinic in London, which used to be at the forefront of gender change treatment of children, and where 10-year-olds had access to puberty blocking hormones without the consent of their parents.

    The girl in this video is a textbook example for this.
    Her account of borderline personality disorder is evidence. Borderline itself is the result of (mostly sexual) abuse in childhood. It is the result of trauma so profound that it shatters the foundation of the identity and severely handicaps the development of a stable personality in the little child.
    Psychiatry and the internationally connected pedophilia and porn networks have tried everything to obscure that causality and to re-label borderline as its own illness that is not the result of a crime, but rather of genetics, further stigmatising the victims.

    Poor girl, I feel for her.
    She does not only have to deal with the trauma and the stigmatisation of having a “mental disorder”, but now also the desastrous effects of the transgender treatments.

    • Edit: her admission that she wanted to kill herself as a child further confirms my suspicion of sexual abuse.
      It is the main reason why girls and women attempt or commit suicide.

    • Sexual, mental and physical abuse toward boys from very young age on up carries the same trauma we observe in girls. Doesn’t matter what country on this planet. This has been going on for a very, very long time reaching back many, many millenniums.
      Researching the time of the ‘Nephilim’ bloodline will shed some light in our dark world.

    • Who the hell is AMA? There is no AMA; only men and women who are doing this trespass upon (wo)man kind

      • Just follow the money trail. You will eventually find out and learn who is behind our worldwide misery on this prison planet.

  • This crap will stop when parents take action and pull their kids out of public schools or any school that is teaching this stuff. Look in your pants if you want to know your gender. When will parents WAKE UP?

  • BIG PHARMA HAS ITS “FINGERPRINTS” ALL OVER THIS SITUATION…ALONG WITH THE “CREATED ENVIRONMENT” THE “CURRENT SOCIAL ORDER” MADE TO THE ENTIRE PLANET TO CLASSIFY PEOPLE INTO “RACES”, WHEN THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A RACE BETWEEN HUMAN BEINGS.
    CLEARLY OBVIOUS IS SOMETHING MISSING FROM HER “FAMILY LIFE” FOR THIS TO EVEN EXIST.
    OUR “CREATOR’S” DIDN’T DESIGN “US” THIS WAY…THEY DESIGNED US TO BE ABLE TO “PRO-CREATE” EACH OTHER BY “HOW” WE FUNCTION SEXUALLY.
    ITS THE “AVATAR GROUP” WHO DISTORTED THIS FUNCTION IN ORDER TO “CONTROL US” …SOON TO BE REMOVED “FOREVER”.

    • I was at a Library panel for BLM group defending their BLM group by arranging a peaceful protest in my suburban town. They had a photo gallery at my local library of the event. I attended the question & answer night & was not in shock of how these women of color proceeded to bring up race, as if the white race was the racist & they were here to teach us how not to be racist.
      What I found hypocritical, was that they were here in my hometown instead of being at a black community showing them the proper way to protest, instead of burning down a city. But they dare not enter these black communities, which I find Racist. I even included these black communities during the 2016 election by passing out flyers.
      So as you go on your way Kenny, proclaiming your racist remarks & making absurd remarks that “race does not exist”, and “Avatars created race groups” clearly you too are a Racist against your own people, who want to dilute them.

      • Kennyboy,
        There are two kinds of historical realities. The first is the general so called public opinion that is served to the average citizen by the mass media and will later, because of persons writing it down, become the official history. The second one is made up of the happenings that are not revealed to the public. This is the world of the machinations by secret lodges and secret societies who interlink capital, politics, economy and religion. On this level nations are made, wars are instigated, presidents and leaders are put in office and, in case they don’t function, eliminated. The citizen who fashions his opinion and his view of our world from what he gathered from mass media like newspapers, magazines, TV, radio, ‘Hollywood entertainment’, book learning and common literature will never find out who is pulling all the strings in this world.
        Follow the money trail, if you want to find out who all this time has been behind this never ending racist B.S., justice, equality, supremacy labeling, guilt, shame, fear, etc. narrative. The trail always leads back to one and the same small group of the so-called self ‘chosen ones, who since time of antiquity have infiltrated, undermined, subjugated, bankrupted, and then taken over one country after another enslaving and therefore controlling its citizens to this very day. Our world is run by some very different personalities than the average Folk can even imagine.
        So, stop regurgitating the lies you have been spoon-fed by tptb who give a rats arse about you, me or anybody else on this planet and is not part of their international hierarchy.

    • The Frankfurt School, Marxist/Communist indoctrination and brainwashing surely left its imprint on you! Try your ‘racist’ card in any other country around the world and find out what lessons the natives will teach you before they sent you back home!

  • I feel very sad for you. Yes, they did target you, they are indoctrinating all children and trying to prevent parents from having guardianship over their own children by law so that they have no protection at those vulnerable ages. Children and young people have to get through their growing pains it is natural for them to be confused and there for it is our duty to guide them and keep them safe until their hormones settle down and they are old enough to make decision for themselves and certainly no one under the age of 18 should be approved for this, personally I would make it 21 or over if at all. This was never heard of when I was a child – the seed is being put into their head at school. You are born with a gender it is not a choice and apparently, we are not our DNA we are our chromosomes. The transgender community is full of regretful people who wished they had not changed themselves. Already lost and in need of guidance they discover they made a mistake and feel even worse about themselves, and they do not know who or what they are frankly it is heart breaking and I would refuse to let my child be abused like that. This must be stopped, and parents must take action on it by getting together and speaking to the school board and insisting it has to stop – who the hell do these people think they are.

  • Many of the people in the “trans movement” right now are victims of that movement and are going, eventually, to need help. This is a huge tragedy.

    • Many of the people in the “Trans Movement” are paid actors.
      & Please don’t create another senseless “Victim Hood”

      • Those who are outspoken and visible activists are maybe actors – but then are those really existing people who underwent the treatments and are now too weakened and too ashamed to speak up. They are the real victims, and not actors.

          • Good comments. All of them… I love this girl and wish her the best of understanding, and the many truths she will uncover in her life. That she is loved…

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